Ah, i know i've been slacking on the blog updates lately. school's really consumed my life, and i find that sleeping isn't exactly making the most of my day. It's funny how now whenever I look at the time I always think in PST and GMT. So right now, its 11:39pm/7:39am. Time difference is probably one of the hardest things out there. In the beginning of this whole long distance thing, everytime something crazy happened, I always had the urge to call Jonny, but realized that he was sleeping. I wake up, he's eating dinner, he wakes up, I'm going to sleep. An eight hour gap is ridiculous. Nights are lonely. Mornings seem time limited. But I guess it's all apart of the process. I met a woman on the plane to England over winter break, and she was whining about how her boyfriend lived in New York and she lived in LA, and that a 3-hour time difference was really hard to deal with sometimes because her boyfriend went to sleep at 8pm her time. The whole time I was just like, well my boyfriend goes to sleep by 4pm, and I'm usually in school or have only been up for a few hours. But we do make tons of sacrifices, and it seems lately Jonny hasn't been getting much sleep in order to stay up or wake up early to talk to me. I know it's taking a toll on him because it just seems like he's so tired all the time. :( blah...
Anyway, the dreaded Valentine's Day is coming up...eek. Another reminder that our relationship is not normal. The only thing getting me through all this is the fact that this may be the only year that we'll have to spend Valentine's Day apart. We're both preparing packages for each other, so that's something to look forward to. I really do love Valentine's Day, I really do. I've got like 10 cards to prepare and mail out before midterms and better do that asap. Okay, it's getting late, class at 8am-6:30pm. busy busy, but at least my weekend starts tomorrow! Sweet dreams & happy thursday.
(weird fact: sexsomnia is a condition of having sex in your sleep, like sleep walking, sleep talking, sleep eating...ridiciulous!)
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